[ despite himself, he grins briefly. ] Maybe next time I say "I'm certain," you'll be quicker to believe me.
[ the grin fades just as quickly as it appeared, though, and he shifts on his feet, hand lifting from his hip to tuck his hair back. he's quiet as he considers that, teeth catching the inside of his cheek. guilty? ]
You don't have any reason to feel guilty. I think I turned out alright, even without a father around. And as for Mum.. [ he trails off, face heating a little. ] Well, honestly, Mum didn't have any guarantees about me for years. Why would she want to put that stress on someone else, too? Particularly someone she cared about.
[ he and his mother tend to be practical about that sort of thing. what good would it have done kirk to know? at best, it would have been a distraction. and anyway, it's the past.
his glance lifts again, a little flustered still. ] .. If you really don't mind, though, I wouldn't say no to the chance to get to know you a little better.
[ Jim pulls a bit of a face, wry but good-natured. David-- reminds him of himself, alarmingly enough. The bravado, the certainty. There's a gentleness in him too, though, something far more compassionate than Jim ever was at that age.
He assumes it's Carol. He's going to assume all the good bits are Carol, honestly. ]
She went through it alone. Maybe I wouldn't have helped, but I still feel for her.
[ And then Jim reaches out, easy enough that David can stop him if he wants, to rest a hand on his shoulder. He's steady and supportive. ]
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[ the grin fades just as quickly as it appeared, though, and he shifts on his feet, hand lifting from his hip to tuck his hair back. he's quiet as he considers that, teeth catching the inside of his cheek. guilty? ]
You don't have any reason to feel guilty. I think I turned out alright, even without a father around. And as for Mum.. [ he trails off, face heating a little. ] Well, honestly, Mum didn't have any guarantees about me for years. Why would she want to put that stress on someone else, too? Particularly someone she cared about.
[ he and his mother tend to be practical about that sort of thing. what good would it have done kirk to know? at best, it would have been a distraction. and anyway, it's the past.
his glance lifts again, a little flustered still. ] .. If you really don't mind, though, I wouldn't say no to the chance to get to know you a little better.
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He assumes it's Carol. He's going to assume all the good bits are Carol, honestly. ]
She went through it alone. Maybe I wouldn't have helped, but I still feel for her.
[ And then Jim reaches out, easy enough that David can stop him if he wants, to rest a hand on his shoulder. He's steady and supportive. ]
I'd really like to get to know you.